Mine ønsker

Ønsker

Smart glasses - eller mine andre briller :D Ville elske at de var smarte, men lige nu vil jeg bare gerne kunne se.
Hængekøje
Pelshue -  den fra Aldi var tilpas grim
Bærbar computer/mere funktionel tablet - Nexus er en fed tablet, men den er mere en notesbog end en computer
Bukser/skjorter eventuelt skal nok købe dem selv (som i; jeg vil helst selv :D)

Tænker at en hængekøje nok godt kunne hænge i ydermuren, og så eventuelt med en talje i væggen indenfor og gulvet, så ophæng ønsker jeg mig også.
Og så ønsker jeg mig vel teknisk set også en cykel der fungerer, selvom det med ikke at have en, er en lidt for god undskyldning til at tage metroen

Og bortset fra det ønsker jeg mig at alle får en god jul og et godt nytår

//KM

Christiania 0800

Walking through empty streets
Towards my spot in the sun
Not much sun today though
And not much spot either
Are you done cleaning in there
No, ten o'clock
Walking through muddy paths
Toward the summer spot
It's November
Everything is grey
But somehow the bird are still chirping
A trashcan has been turned over
The smell rips through the fresh autumn air
Here is always life
And at 0815
I can even hear music
Turns out the orange juice I bought on the way had gone stale
Might as well just drink it anyway and hand it in on the way back
On second thought
Might just hand it in on the way back

I have always remembered the quote from Lisa Myhre writing Nemi
Loosely
The more you write
The more you have, to write
I have realised that not all of it is the same quality
But if a monkey types for a million years
He will have written at least one speech by president Bush Jr.
So I guess eventually I will write something interesting at well
That is my philosophy right now

Laugh in the face of danger

I've been thinking about what to write about today
And I feel maybe it's time for me to explain why I am where I am
Why I am at Zahles
Learning to be a teacher

I think I have always wanted to be a teacher
It is perhaps the only constant in my life
When I started School
I loved it
Out was so cool to come home smarter every day
Leave the house in the morning
Without a clue
And find yourself eight hours later
With the realisation that if you had been told what you would learn
You wouldn't have believed it
That was so exciting
But unfortunately it didn't last
By the end of fourth grade I was done with everything my school had to offer in terms of self study course for Danish
And the English language pretty much took care of itself through computer games
Maths has always come easy to me
All the natural subjects have always been understandable to me, but I never wanted to know how it was discovered, only that it was, and that someone was figuring out more
Music was fun, challenging, rewarding and no one ever hid the fact, that you will never be done learning music
Which, I think, led me to the conclusion that I wanted to teach music
I slacked the rest of public school
Only pursued music in out of house projects
And in public music teaching
Accordion and
Bass
After Stubbekøbing Skole I went to Nykøbing Kattedralskole
This is year eleven through thirteenth
A levels I guess
I was the last class of mathematical students in Denmark
Took A levels in Music, English, Danish and History
I took A levels Math for a month before dropping it to B level
Pass/fail I guess
But during this time I realised that the work I had done in school with music as a profession
MGK and A level Music
Was a lot of hard work
And very little groupies
Playing in a band was way cooler
I would still say that music gave me my best friend
Even more than one best friend
And I love the years I had at that school
But it was pretty clear that I was not going straight to university
Way to much reading
Or to Musik Konservatoriet
To much reading
So I went and did my military service
After six months of bending and welding iron
Military was fun
It was great to know how war is supposed to be
How you are supposed to fight on your home soil
To make sure everyone else will always agree with your point
You don't shoot until you are threatened
And if you shot you shot for the chest
Easier to hit
More room for error
And the worse shot you are
The greater chance the hostile will go down
And less chance it will die
And your orders are always to run and tell first
We laugh in the face of danger
Then we hide until it's gone
It makes sense for the army to tell everyone to be competent cowards
And just have a highly mobile strike team to take care of everything
The military was fun
And you really got the feeling of family with your unit
For a short time
But it was great to learn what a highly coordinated team of humans are capable of
After the military I went back to the real world
And did some entry level courses for various classes
Construction engineering
Chef
Motorbike mechanic
Movie/TV production
Graphic production
I was on welfare for a bit and then finally moved to Aalborg for Sociology at Aalborg Universitet
Moving away from everything I knew was healthy
It made me think things through
University was kind of fun
It was great to see that school was actually working
And it gave you the opportunity to work on your own projects
Pretty much at your own pace
Still a little much reading for my taste
And I didn't feel at home

So here we are
I am back in Copenhagen
At N. Zahles
And it is great fun
Everyone likes to talk all the time
Even the teachers
It makes sense
And like in real life
The tasks are small
And often
Like all the time often
But they pretty much let you solve them how you want
And let you work the amount you want
As long as you do it
On time ^^
In Aalborg it got clear
I just need to become a teacher
That I study English is simply the fact that I'll need to learn some proper English at some point
Might add well do it first
Then social science
For the reading
And Music for when I need to write the final project
That is the plan at least

Epilogue

Jeg synes tanken om coaching er spændende
Men jeg tænker ikke at det ændrer på at jeg skal være lærer
Jeg tænker ikke at der er den store forskel på en lærer
Og en coach
Andet end lønnen måske ^^
Men jeg tænker at coaching måske kunne have nogle interessante værktøjer for en lærer

Game of life

You know that feeling
When a game really gets on your nerves?
Right now that game is candy crush
Once again I am waiting for tickets
And trying to get three stars in the same level
I have been stuck on forever
So that's the killing time game
For fun I am going hard core in path of exile at the moment
It is so much fun to know you only have one life
And because of that take care of yourself
Not be stupid
And stuff
Nowhere else do I get the same adrenaline rush
When something almost goes wrong
I can understand extreme sports people
And soldiers
In that respect
It must make you feel alive
But I really don't think I want to gamble with the one life I do have
It seems way to fragile for my liking
It would be great if we could just agree on who was the strongest
And stop showing it off all the time
It's way more fun just to get some high tech gear
And planes
And guns
And shit
For the ones who do want to kill each other
I bet it even makes for better movies
I guess the point is to go hard core where you feel safe
And stay safe every where else

I gang (igen)

Og så blev det efterår
I det mindste et jeg forberedt denne gang

Well fall is here
At least this time I'm prepared
This year I got myself a serious coat
To take care of the Danish winter
Truth is it's not even that bad
We got water all over the place
Never really gets cold around here
Worst we get is like heavy snow
And some fairly entertaining storms
For some reason people still go out when they know they could die
And so they still do
But Denmark never really gets unbearable
Unless you like live on the street
I don't know how you end up there
Unless you want to
I have been without job for a long time
And still never been homeless
And to be honest
I feel that is the way it should be
For everyone
I mean
Because I don't have to spend every moment thinking about how to get my next meal
I can still get shit done
Like go to school
And work a bit
So I still give something back to the rest of the world
I have started to really like the world
It's so much fun
But I think it would be a lot more fun
If we were just a little nicer
To everyone
If people go from the end of the world
To get to you
The least you can do is to feed and house them
And for everyone else who is around you
All the time
Because they like to be the same place as you
Treat them with respect
Listen to them
And make sure they are heard
If we could all just get along
Then we really could let science do their thing
And just go separate ways when the ships set sail

This started out with me wanting to give an update
And get back to blogging
And it pretty much ended up as a teaser to what I have been working on during the summer
I actually think I have most of that stuff somewhere, so I might actually get around to posting some of it
This time
At least this time the school really is fun
I started on n. Zahles to learn how to be a teacher
So far it is great fun