Welcome to Eden

"Welcome to Eden"
As the bright spots slowly cleared from my vision, I found myself in the centre of a huge dome. Behind me I could see an enormous gate, in a strange glowing material.
I looked around the room for the source of the voice, but everything seemed completely empty.
I went back to the gate, to check out the source of the glowing, but, to my surprise, my hands went straight through it, without leaving any trace I had ever touched it.
At least the floor seemed solid enough and, though the walls of the dome was only visible as a reflection of the glow from the gate, they raised no immediate cause for concern either.
"Hello?" I tried, noticing the absence of echo.
"Welcome to Eden." A light flickered for a moment. Suddenly an old man appeared before me, smiling from ear to ear.
"I am the caretaker."
"Eden?" I asked.
"Upon your arrival Eden was chosen as a temporary name, given it's estimated meaning, in your vocabulary."
"Meaning what?" Not believing in any religion made me a bit wary of this development.
"This is, to our best knowledge, the oldest matter dominated universe in existence, this is the first recorded multi verse bubble. And this is where the last inhabitants left, searching for a new home."
"And you are the caretaker?"
"Yes."
"Of what?"
"This bubble is shielded from the development of space around it. This entire universe has been void of biological life for a long time.
I monitor and relay information about the current development of this universe, and on occasion I help out stranded travelers. at the current rate the last star will ignite before I get another visit."
"Help? Can you get me home?" I felt the hope flare inside.
"That depends on your knowledge of your own universe, but I can promise you, that this is not the most exciting place to spend eternity."
"Okay. What do you need from me?"
"What is the answer to life, the universe and everything?"
For a moment I was completely stunned. "42?"
"Seems reasonable." The caretaker smiled as the gate came to life with a low hum.
"Is it that easy?" I asked perplexed.
"If your calculations are correct, this should get you home."
"And what if it was just a line from a fictional story? What if I don't know?"
"Then at least it is somewhere other than here, and no amount of eternity will get you closer to the answer, you will just have to hope or believe."

So this may be new to some of you
I have a story
I want to tell
And I am doing so
Little by little

This is meant to be the resolution
The last page before the end

Earlier this year I posted my point of no return on 'Fyldepennen'
I guess the reason I am still writing
Is to give you guys a little insight
And to ask for help
I pretty much got the story
In my head
And when I feel like it
I guess it comes out okay
On paper
The thing is
I am not sure I am satisfied with 'okay'
What I write
Is what I see
In my head
But I have a feeling there might be a lot more to tell about the places I visit
If anyone fell like writing a picture of a timeless gate
Frozen in space
I'll buy you a cookie

Soon™ to come:
Near future
(At)Lantis
Post apocalypse
Utopia
Giant ants
Space
A variety of poor excuses to rationalise travel between universes
And a number of wise helpers (all me of cause)

I don't really see this becoming a big hit in like ever, but I would really like to tell my vision for the future, before I get to old to remember :D

Homo Sapiens' Civilisation: Quarks to Quasars

So I had a thought
And when i got home, it seemed like, someone else got it as well
How can we optimize the earth?
How can we make the best of it?
For all of us?
It started out with me being curious about
what Denmark
should be producing
to make the best of it
I personally think the heads on the castle are right
in that we need to create
a steady supply
of smart people
but what should our land be used for?
What will give us the most profit for our hunk of land?
Then I got the idea of trying it out in settelers
make some advanced rules
like what Denmark actually gets
like
sunshine
and limestone in our underground
and waves
and whatever
but do it for the whole world :D
like in the desert they get a crap ton of sunshine hours
I think ^^
And up north I guess they at least got a steady supply of clean water

We should figure out where it makes sense to live :D
I primarily think of moving to the oceans
but why do we still drive on the ground?
It makes so much more sense
to move above it
or below it
above it you don't have to deal with mountains
and deer
and kids
and shit
and below ground
you don't have to deal with snow
and water
and kids
and shit
makes the road building much easier as well
just dig in straight lines
and then make roundabouts for every intersection
no need for you to pilot it then either ^^
I got the idea that maybe
if we plan on feeding 13 billion people pretty soon
turning the planet into a green house
might not be the worst idea ever ^^
then just deal with the rest :D
I mean if we could just pick the water from the sky
when its over the oceans
where it gets stormy
and scary
and put it back over the mountains
where it can rain down on the slopes
for us to pick up when we need
or just on the fields
and forests

So when I got home, I saw a post, from 'From Quarks to Quasars', about humanity's role in the destruction of the world - and the hubris of doomsday prophecies.
Fun stuff :D - ending with "So technically, it is nearly (if not entirely) impossibly for humans to destroy the Earth.

However, our inability to destroy the planet really isn't the ultimately point. It seems all too easy to assert that we cannot hope to really have a significant influence on life, the planet, the universe–anything–and through these statements justify our irresponsible actions. ...]

I think it's kind of poetic.

While I can see a potential problem between my liberation-of-humidity proposal, and wildlife groups. I completely agree, that we should try to be as nice about it as possible, to everyone else on the planet :D - and we can at least try, to make life, for the species that decide they like the way we run things, better for all of us.

I actually think the article is really good, as always ^^ - if you don't, you really should, follow 'From Quarks to Quasars' on Facebook, or Twitter... something :D

 - Quote from http://www.fromquarkstoquasars.com/on-doomsday-and-humanitys-role-in-the-destruction-of-earth/

Mine ønsker

Ønsker

Smart glasses - eller mine andre briller :D Ville elske at de var smarte, men lige nu vil jeg bare gerne kunne se.
Hængekøje
Pelshue -  den fra Aldi var tilpas grim
Bærbar computer/mere funktionel tablet - Nexus er en fed tablet, men den er mere en notesbog end en computer
Bukser/skjorter eventuelt skal nok købe dem selv (som i; jeg vil helst selv :D)

Tænker at en hængekøje nok godt kunne hænge i ydermuren, og så eventuelt med en talje i væggen indenfor og gulvet, så ophæng ønsker jeg mig også.
Og så ønsker jeg mig vel teknisk set også en cykel der fungerer, selvom det med ikke at have en, er en lidt for god undskyldning til at tage metroen

Og bortset fra det ønsker jeg mig at alle får en god jul og et godt nytår

//KM

Christiania 0800

Walking through empty streets
Towards my spot in the sun
Not much sun today though
And not much spot either
Are you done cleaning in there
No, ten o'clock
Walking through muddy paths
Toward the summer spot
It's November
Everything is grey
But somehow the bird are still chirping
A trashcan has been turned over
The smell rips through the fresh autumn air
Here is always life
And at 0815
I can even hear music
Turns out the orange juice I bought on the way had gone stale
Might as well just drink it anyway and hand it in on the way back
On second thought
Might just hand it in on the way back

I have always remembered the quote from Lisa Myhre writing Nemi
Loosely
The more you write
The more you have, to write
I have realised that not all of it is the same quality
But if a monkey types for a million years
He will have written at least one speech by president Bush Jr.
So I guess eventually I will write something interesting at well
That is my philosophy right now

Laugh in the face of danger

I've been thinking about what to write about today
And I feel maybe it's time for me to explain why I am where I am
Why I am at Zahles
Learning to be a teacher

I think I have always wanted to be a teacher
It is perhaps the only constant in my life
When I started School
I loved it
Out was so cool to come home smarter every day
Leave the house in the morning
Without a clue
And find yourself eight hours later
With the realisation that if you had been told what you would learn
You wouldn't have believed it
That was so exciting
But unfortunately it didn't last
By the end of fourth grade I was done with everything my school had to offer in terms of self study course for Danish
And the English language pretty much took care of itself through computer games
Maths has always come easy to me
All the natural subjects have always been understandable to me, but I never wanted to know how it was discovered, only that it was, and that someone was figuring out more
Music was fun, challenging, rewarding and no one ever hid the fact, that you will never be done learning music
Which, I think, led me to the conclusion that I wanted to teach music
I slacked the rest of public school
Only pursued music in out of house projects
And in public music teaching
Accordion and
Bass
After Stubbekøbing Skole I went to Nykøbing Kattedralskole
This is year eleven through thirteenth
A levels I guess
I was the last class of mathematical students in Denmark
Took A levels in Music, English, Danish and History
I took A levels Math for a month before dropping it to B level
Pass/fail I guess
But during this time I realised that the work I had done in school with music as a profession
MGK and A level Music
Was a lot of hard work
And very little groupies
Playing in a band was way cooler
I would still say that music gave me my best friend
Even more than one best friend
And I love the years I had at that school
But it was pretty clear that I was not going straight to university
Way to much reading
Or to Musik Konservatoriet
To much reading
So I went and did my military service
After six months of bending and welding iron
Military was fun
It was great to know how war is supposed to be
How you are supposed to fight on your home soil
To make sure everyone else will always agree with your point
You don't shoot until you are threatened
And if you shot you shot for the chest
Easier to hit
More room for error
And the worse shot you are
The greater chance the hostile will go down
And less chance it will die
And your orders are always to run and tell first
We laugh in the face of danger
Then we hide until it's gone
It makes sense for the army to tell everyone to be competent cowards
And just have a highly mobile strike team to take care of everything
The military was fun
And you really got the feeling of family with your unit
For a short time
But it was great to learn what a highly coordinated team of humans are capable of
After the military I went back to the real world
And did some entry level courses for various classes
Construction engineering
Chef
Motorbike mechanic
Movie/TV production
Graphic production
I was on welfare for a bit and then finally moved to Aalborg for Sociology at Aalborg Universitet
Moving away from everything I knew was healthy
It made me think things through
University was kind of fun
It was great to see that school was actually working
And it gave you the opportunity to work on your own projects
Pretty much at your own pace
Still a little much reading for my taste
And I didn't feel at home

So here we are
I am back in Copenhagen
At N. Zahles
And it is great fun
Everyone likes to talk all the time
Even the teachers
It makes sense
And like in real life
The tasks are small
And often
Like all the time often
But they pretty much let you solve them how you want
And let you work the amount you want
As long as you do it
On time ^^
In Aalborg it got clear
I just need to become a teacher
That I study English is simply the fact that I'll need to learn some proper English at some point
Might add well do it first
Then social science
For the reading
And Music for when I need to write the final project
That is the plan at least

Epilogue

Jeg synes tanken om coaching er spændende
Men jeg tænker ikke at det ændrer på at jeg skal være lærer
Jeg tænker ikke at der er den store forskel på en lærer
Og en coach
Andet end lønnen måske ^^
Men jeg tænker at coaching måske kunne have nogle interessante værktøjer for en lærer

Game of life

You know that feeling
When a game really gets on your nerves?
Right now that game is candy crush
Once again I am waiting for tickets
And trying to get three stars in the same level
I have been stuck on forever
So that's the killing time game
For fun I am going hard core in path of exile at the moment
It is so much fun to know you only have one life
And because of that take care of yourself
Not be stupid
And stuff
Nowhere else do I get the same adrenaline rush
When something almost goes wrong
I can understand extreme sports people
And soldiers
In that respect
It must make you feel alive
But I really don't think I want to gamble with the one life I do have
It seems way to fragile for my liking
It would be great if we could just agree on who was the strongest
And stop showing it off all the time
It's way more fun just to get some high tech gear
And planes
And guns
And shit
For the ones who do want to kill each other
I bet it even makes for better movies
I guess the point is to go hard core where you feel safe
And stay safe every where else

I gang (igen)

Og så blev det efterår
I det mindste et jeg forberedt denne gang

Well fall is here
At least this time I'm prepared
This year I got myself a serious coat
To take care of the Danish winter
Truth is it's not even that bad
We got water all over the place
Never really gets cold around here
Worst we get is like heavy snow
And some fairly entertaining storms
For some reason people still go out when they know they could die
And so they still do
But Denmark never really gets unbearable
Unless you like live on the street
I don't know how you end up there
Unless you want to
I have been without job for a long time
And still never been homeless
And to be honest
I feel that is the way it should be
For everyone
I mean
Because I don't have to spend every moment thinking about how to get my next meal
I can still get shit done
Like go to school
And work a bit
So I still give something back to the rest of the world
I have started to really like the world
It's so much fun
But I think it would be a lot more fun
If we were just a little nicer
To everyone
If people go from the end of the world
To get to you
The least you can do is to feed and house them
And for everyone else who is around you
All the time
Because they like to be the same place as you
Treat them with respect
Listen to them
And make sure they are heard
If we could all just get along
Then we really could let science do their thing
And just go separate ways when the ships set sail

This started out with me wanting to give an update
And get back to blogging
And it pretty much ended up as a teaser to what I have been working on during the summer
I actually think I have most of that stuff somewhere, so I might actually get around to posting some of it
This time
At least this time the school really is fun
I started on n. Zahles to learn how to be a teacher
So far it is great fun

En dag i solen

det er en sjov tid på året

vinteren er næsten glemt

jeg er kommet i tanke om at sommeren skal nydes

mens den er her

skolen er startet

det er kønne piger overalt

jeg snakkede en del med en af dem

til intro festen

sød og charmerende

med et

selv for mig

tydeligt talent for at tegne

og det der fangede min opmærksomhed

et nærmest komplet modsat syn på parforhold end mig

ikke at det kommer bag på mig

jeg havde ikke regnet med at alle ville være enige, men det virker som om hun faktisk har tænkt over tingene, og besluttet at to er det helt rigtige.

men hvis du et i tvivl, så er det præcis den rigtige måde at få mig til at lave mit hjemmearbejde.

hvis du bare er køn

eller sød

så ses vi på face

men hvis du er noget andet

bruger jeg en aften på at læse din blog

lære dig at kende

så godt jeg kan

og hvis det så viser sig at din blog er langt sejere end min

at du skriver bedre

og har noget at sige

ender jeg med at ville lære den virkelige person at kende også

en af historierne var et færdigskrevet svar til den debat vi startede til festen

skrevet for måneder siden

jeg er stadig ikke enig

men endnu mere opsat på at lære og forstå

jeg tror stadig at du er født eller tilegner dig dit syn på parforhold

men som med alle andre diskussions punkter

tror jeg på at der er muligt at nå til kernen af hvad man ønsker

forklare den

og forstå den

og så er det bare fedt at møde et menneske der øjeblikkeligt viser at

i dette tilfælde

hun

har en interesse for et emne

og en viden inden for det

og en lyst til at fortælle om det

de mennesker der kan få dig til at indse at du ikke ved alt

ved at fortælle dig noget nyt

er vigtige

og værdifulde

værdsæt dine lærere

den der lære sig om skolen

og livet

og hvordan man løser problemer

#FriendsFamilyTeacher

jeg ser frem til at lære

og jeg ser frem til lære at lære fra mig

jeg ser frem til at lære om nye emner

og mennesker

jeg tror dagens lektie er at huske

at der altid er mere at lære

og selv hvis du løber ind i noget der ikke kan blive til en enighed

der ændre dig

har du lige fået en mulighed for at lære

hvorfor noget set forskelligt ud

og hvordan du kan passe det ind i dit liv uden at nogen bliver trådt på

jeg tror at grunden til at jeg tænker så meget over denne samtale er, at jeg, bortset fra et godt første hånds indtryk, synes at hun et ret dygtig, til det jeg har set på hendes blog.

og jeg gad godt lære hende bedre at kende.

og det ville ærgre mig hvis vi var så forskellige at vi ikke kunne være venner :D og nu er jeg altså mere til cafe møder, end at snakke til fester, så jeg håber det bliver en mulighed i fremtiden.

og så ikke mere om det lige nu

jeg kunne godt tænke mig en forklaring på hvorfor jeg render rundt hele dagen og tænker at det snart må være slut med alt det pot, men så snart jeg sidder i solen, så har jeg det godt. hvis det ikke er sværere, så må vi kunne gøre det uden at jeg skal være træt hele dagen op til..

på twitterverset siges der at Syrien vil overgive sine kemiske våben, og selvom jeg syntes det er en smule skræmmende at de har nogen... så er det da et fint træk at få dem flyttet hen et sted hvor de ikke bliver brugt... som f. eks. Rusland.. så vidt jeg ved har de ikke brugt den slags tricks i pænt lang tid, og om ikke andet kan de sikkert et par ting der ikke er nået til Syrien, så

good plan Putin

to bad your'e such a fag

about the queers

it's nice to have a big brother

when he doesn't want to fight

and even wants the brother

with the addiction to sugar and cash

to stay home with the kids for a night

but fix the issue with your gay hating public

you are wrong

and you are assholes

and fix north Korea

you

and China

and Cuba

if you want to stay in the family

could shut Pugsley up

and help the people

it's okay to police when it's right

like getting gas out of a place where people are

evil

enough to

do it

good job Russia

#PolicingDoneRight

we all need to get better at that

stop enforcing stupid laws

and start enforcing the right ones

@RichardDawkins had a discussion about rape vs. brutal and deadly rape, a fair point, but maybe less needed, since most of us agree that rape is about as bad as it gets... unless you rob someone without giving them a plastic card first.

a discussion where we might, at least some of us, agree, is upholding band on some specific substances vs. genial mutilation of kids.

while they might be far apart, in most of the world both problems are being handled by the same people, like police and social services.

can we agree that one of those problems should be pursued way harder than the other? and that the other might need doctors instead of police officers?

if you don't, I'll spell it out

we have pot heads in the park

and in the house

we have kiddie cutters in the desert

and in the churches

or wherever the rabies gives infants herpes

i don't think anyone else does it without going to jail

or a hospital

unless they are American

this needs to stop

people need to get help

or get locked up

this is not fair to the kids

i don't even like that word

kids

but if someone is too young

to defend themselves

they need someone else to do it for them

we all need to do that

every day

the kid aren't alright

kan godt se at jeg nåede vidt omkring, så jeg vil tillade mig at opsummere en gang.

jeg er stor fan af piger og solskin

pot er godt

færre kemiske våben i syrien lyder som en god plan

og stop for pokker med at ødelæg jeres børn for gud

og en hurtig opdatering.. jeg har skrevet en del i den sidste tid som aldrig er nået på nettet, det er planen at jeg får styr på det inden alt for længe, så der er en pæn chance for at der kommer ret mange (mindre) posts det næste stykke tid

//KM

#GetYourShitAndGetOut

I think Japan needs to

#GetTheirShitAndGetOut

Or at least figure out where it’s safe to stay

Cause with the storms we are going to see

On TV

And all over the

World

A nuclear

Wasteland

Is not a place you want to be

Unless you want to be in a nuclear wasteland

For study

Or breeding dogs

Or Zergs

Have fun

But everyone else

#GetYourShitAndGetOut

We need to deal with climate changes

It’s already too late to

Stop them

We needs to move what needs moving

Venice and shit

And wall off what needs walling off

But so far the record says

If shit blows up

#GetYourShitAndGetOut

And I even think they could do it

They could clump up

Or move

Buy a piece of dirt

And get what you need from there

Or take to the sea

And grow radioactive tomatoes back home

They seem like a people

Who just get over it

So something bad happened

Life goes on

But they need to be open about it

The people will get over it

But they need to know what is happening

And what to get over

And make rational decisions

But really I think I am beginning to understand old George

Massive storms

And an open nuclear reactor

Is going to be great television

Or podcasts

I get how it would be fun to watch

#WatchTheWorldBurn

And then help them pick up the pieces afterwards

How come every country in the World isn’t over there helping

Same thing with that oil leak at the bottom of the sea

Sure get the corp to pay their fair share

But

#GetItDone

We need to work together

To make this world work

And stop fighting over what we got

And start looking for more

Cause for now

We are all there is

So let’s grab some more

And figure out what it does

At least then we look a bit better

When we tell the next guy

We just want peace

We just want to work together

To figure out more stuff

But

#GetYourShitAndGetOut

And start working together

I would like to get my shit

And get out

When we fuck up this world

Beyond repair

//KM

So what has happened in the last while?

I’d say “some” stuff has happened

My clothes are washed

I am eating

I’m still getting high

I have looked some more into this education I am starting

They have this IT focused workshop, which seems kind of cool

I have started looking into some of this programming with Boogie

We have signed up for this edX class in January

I’m thinking of starting an earlier class, to study ahead

And Christiania is such a cool place, I would love to do something

I am thinking about cleaning up the place

First the litter, then the gangsters

It just makes no sense

We need business people

And pharmacists

And doctors

I would like to know what

I smoke

And I would like to pay my taxes for it

And I would like not to get fined for it

Or go to jail for it

If I did business

I would even like to do that

Or just support it

If you could help me find the shit I want

I would be all over your shit

Especially if we could just

Vaporize it

I need one of those

Maybe I’ll round up the old folks

And #GetItDone

I need to figure out if Google+ is the shit

I think I can see it working

I just don’t have the impression that it does

And I haven’t tried

And I don’t know why

#GetItDone

//The following is my attempt at writing out a msg for you

//From memory I think

#include <iostream.h> //This is loading some command set I think, something different from the standard, 
//I didn't really get it, and I don’t know if it’s just old shit

int main() // something about you always need this main thing identified or whatever

{ //starting the main set of commands or something

                             cout << “Welcome to C++!\n”; //cout is a cmd to send something to the screen << is //defining what should be sent to the screen “is initiating a text message \n is some weird change of line, 
//not sure I got it “ end msg ; ends cmd

                             Return 0; //indicates that the program ended successfully

} //end main cmd or whatever

That is pretty fun

And I think everyone would benefit

from at least some grasp of it

Top dog

How to rule an empire

How to be the top dog

I have been thinking about the way I view the monetary system

I’m thinking

For everything you make

You get some

And charity gets some

A percent

Maybe with some security for you

When you employ someone

They get some you get some

And charity gets some

Or maybe you give something to an account for making more of whatever you are doing, that might even make the employee more secure

This way, when you build up a company you make sure that every link of the way wants to do a better job

I’m thinking

For my podcast

Four people

10

10

10

10

And the shared part

The podcast

10

Then you have

50 left for charity

10 for each part

For each person to distribute

And for all four to agree on

If we ever employ anyone to work for us

Say does our taxes or whatever

They would get paid the same way

To do the taxes for the firm

You get 5% for example

Of what the firm makes

10% of everything

And up to your minimum salary

You get 100% of those 5%

After your salary is secure

The deal goes to 50% for you

And 50% for charity

So if you make more than what you were promised

You actually get more

But you also give more

For whatever you want to help

Cats

People

Or developing some useful Google glasses

And if one month went worse than expected

The employer would still have your back

The reason I started with being the top dog, is I was just coming out of a dream, about ruling an empire with absolute democracy, and your only role was to pitch in with ideas if someone couldn't agree

I was starting with a collective.

A place to live

Without being alone

But without being a family either

I would love

To live with someone who cared to cook

Or do the dishes

I would even pay someone for that

But it would just be easier if they were cooking for themselves

As well as the grumpy guy from the room far, far away

:D

That would be great

Even living with people I liked

And who liked me

That was one of the great things about being young

You could live with freaking anybody

Before they decided that two were enough

Unless you spit it out yourselves

:D

I don’t want kids

But I’d like to tell someone else’s kids to think for themselves

And I think maybe some of my mates are getting tired of me using them for practice

Anyway to make a place like that work, you would have to have an easy way to communicate with everyone. And with everyone having different schedules it would be easier to make it an online msg. board.

Make house meetings something that takes place all the time, while people are browsing the web anyway.

That way you wouldn’t even have to meet up unless you wanted to :D I would love that.

A system like that could rule the world in much the same way.

A system where the government

Was meant to distil the top topics

And make a functioning suggestion for the voters to agree upon

Where politics was the self-policing

Of a properly running message board.

And voting was done all the time

Since you were you

If you were a cunt most people would simply down vote you

And if you think you are being discriminated against we would have forums for that as well

How to rule that world

Simply reach in

Whenever things go sour

And make a suggestion for everyone to agree upon

They could always change it later anyway

You can never rule with force

Forever

You might for a while

You might even rule with oppression

For a while

But one day

Even your own military

Is going to be so poor

Or so fed up

That you will lose them

Let’s get democracy now

We are one people

On one planet

In one solar system

In one galaxy

In as far as we know the only universe we need to worry about right now

We have a long way to go

Before we can be the top dog

But

#WeAreAllTheTenPct

And to be

The top dog

We have to stop having one who wants to rule everything himself

And I say himself

Cause if it is a woman

I will be very sad

I still think the best of you :D

Så rødt

I dag var jeg næsten i mit aller første slagsmål siden jeg flyttede.

Det var ikke noget voldsomt egentligt, men jeg kan ikke lide at slås, så det var nok til at få mit hjerte til at banke.

Det hele startede på et værtshus

så god start lige der

jeg var ude med nogle venner for at få en øl

så det fortsætter meget godt

jeg ved ikke om der gik noget forud

om kiggede forkert på en dame eller en mand

men pludselig var der en gut der skubbede til mig og begyndte at snakke højt

vi diskuterede frem og tilbage

havde jeg gjort det

hvorfor tror han det

og undskyld mange gange det skal aldrig ske igen

men det var ikke nok

han fik hidset sig selv mere og mere op

og pludselig slog han ud efter mig

Her skal jeg så måske lige indskyde, at jeg selv mener at jeg har en nogenlunde forståelse af hvordan selvforsvar fungerer: du holder afstand, taler roligt, holder en hånd I nærheden af ansigtet og den anden længere nede, eventuelt til at holde afstand. Ret mig hvis jeg tager fejl.

jeg trådte tilbage

og stoppede slaget

men da så jeg rødt

du skal ikke slå

frem og oppustet

du skal ikke slå mig er det forstået

hvis du vil slås så gør vi det

men ikke her

udenfor

han tog sine venner og gik

jeg tog min telefon og ringede

1 – 1 – 2

og så satte jeg mig tilbage til min cola

bartenderen havde fået fat på Security

så de havde øje på dem

og da politiet ankom gik vi den anden vej

Jeg kan virkeligt ikke lide at slås.

Hvis folk gerne vil slås så må de gå til boksning eller melde sig til forsvaret.

Så må de steder lære dem kun at slå på folk der har lyst til at slå igen.

Det ville også gøre mig mere tryg, hvis det var en god chance for at den store gut der står til venstre for mig, rent faktisk kan og vil træde til og hjælpe med at få snakket diskussionen ned.

Og store fyre ved tydeligvis allerede hvordan man bruger et træningscenter, så der må være tid til at springe den lektion over og gå direkte til rules of engagement.

A Quarter

So funny story

I turned 25 a while ago, but not until today did it dawn on me, that 25 is a quarter of a century.

So unless I step in front of a bus or something like that, I will most likely have 3 more quarters to look forward to.

It’s fun to look back, everything seemed so good, except the really bad things, which are, for me at leas,t a small minority of memories, but still I feel like everything keeps getting better.

I understand the world better, and I can usually figure out why people do stuff, even if I don’t agree with them.

I know myself better, and I can for the most part decide for myself what action is the best to take.

I understand other people better, so it’s a lot less hard to make people happy, even without making myself miserable.

This feels like a continuous process, and I can’t wait to get to the next quarter stone, and look back at what has changed since this one.

But the part that really gets me exciting is thinking about the advances in medical science. What I wouldn’t give to be in the generation that gets to live forever.

The world clearly has some work to do, and a lot of idiots to let die, but by the time we get to the fountain of youth, I believe we will have had to learn to live together, or the nuclear clouds will make the overpopulation a problem on a much smaller scale.

If you can look back on your life with joy, you are fortunate

The present is up to you, but strive to get to a future that would make you happier than you currently are, if we all do that, every day will get better

//ChrisEQ

#IThinkSayDo

Today I think I want to

Write

About everything

About anything I think or say or do

I want to watch all the great talks and discussions

Do them again

And write what I saw

I want to write about love

And politics

Parties and Crushes

I want to write about what I think and say and do

To tell the world how you can think

Rational and without gods

And reach a point where you say

I don’t know

Or I do not understand why you say what you say

That I don’t think and say and do

Until we can agree

We each have to

Become better at understanding what we are being told

Become better at explaining what we think and say and do

We must

All

Attempt to explain or change the things we

Think and say and do

There is no reason to hate

Gays

Lesbians

Black

Yellow

Red

White

And whatever else there is

The point is that even though we look different

Or live different lives

We are exactly as alike as all the chimps in all the zoos

Or the seagulls in the sky

Or the shrimps in the seas

Or the penguins in one end

And the polar bears in the other

#BearsNorthBirdsSouth

And we are exactly as alike as the rhinos in the savannah

Those that are left at least

Or as alike as all the other species nature tells us

Has come

And gone

We are all one of the 10 %

The 10 % of all creatures who ever lived

Who are alive right now

And now

We probably lost one in that turn

We are still one of the 10%

#WeAreAllThe10Pct

We have to realise that we are all one big family

And if we don’t want to become the next rhino

We have to live together

We have to talk to one another

To agree on what is right and what is rubbish

Then we must all do what we can to make us all feel better

And if we still can’t live on the same pile of stardust

Then we might fly our separate ways when the ship leaves port

But to get to where we can say

#FuckTheHaters

We have to work together

We have to

Think and say and do

Our own thing

But we have to do it from a common ground

And if we have to fight about it

I will still stick with the scientist

Who, if it all went to hell, could build the next best bomb

Or we could just sit down and talk about it

Instead of standing out in the cold, shouting about it. It’s so cold

I believe we will never be a Rhino

But we have to work together

To reach the stars

If nothing else then in the movies

For now

And I will do my part

If I can get my act together

To explain what I think and say and do

And why and why not

And I will try to hear what others

Think and say and do and why and why not

Both sides must be heard but both sides don’t have to stick around

We are done with discussing gays and lesbians and blacks and gods and a lot of other stuff

Evolution research tells us pretty clearly that we are one big family stranded on Earth

And the physicists and the cosmologers and a lot of others tells us pretty clearly that Earth

Is a rather sad place to be if you would like to maybe visit another inhabitable planet

My point is that to be anything more than the top of all the food chains on our planet

We have to spend an unfortunately long time to think up an engine capable of

Getting us to the other side of the nearest galactic pond

But isn’t that really what we want?

How cool would it be to go on vacation on another planet?

Perhaps one where the weather is a little more stable

Nice warm summers

Or a planet where they grew Super Weed

Damn

SuperWeed now at Christiania

Or at 7/11

One instant burger

½l of soda

And a perfectly crafted SuperWeed

Directly from outer space

Probably flown here by Harrison Ford

If we can fix the ageing problem

Which still seems to top pretty much any food chain

On our insignificant mountain of stardust

SuperWeed now with increased giggling potential

Or SuperWeed Adderall Edition

For increased discussion intensity

That would be so much fun

Think about what you think and say and do

I will try to do the same

And if I can get my ass in gear

I will try to get my ass in gear

To write about it

//ChrisEQ

Den aller første blog

Nu er jeg blevet enig med mig selv om at jeg nok ikke rigtigt passer ind på fyldepennen, så jeg må starte mig en blog i stedet. :D jeg tror stadig jeg vil fortsætte med at kigge lidt rundt derinde, og måske lægge noget mere op hvis de får nosset sig sammen til at give mig et forfatternavn på et tidspunkt.

Jeg tænker at første punkt på dagsordenen er at finde ud af hvad jeg vil med en blog.

Jeg tror at det bliver et sted hvor jeg kan placere mine tanker, så de ikke bare flyver rundt i mit hoved. på den måde kan det være jeg finder ud af hvad der passer sammen, hvor, ^^ det ville være rart.

så jeg tror godt at jeg kan love at det første oplæg efter dette bliver Think say do, som fyldepennen ikke ville acceptere.

Jeg er faktisk ret godt tilfreds med hvad det digt blev til på engelsk, men hvis der er nogen der har kommentarer så glæder jeg mig til at høre dem ^^.

Hvis jeg skal prøve at beskrive hvad jeg vil med min blog, så bliver det:

mine tanker om mig

historier om mig

og mest af alt bliver det mit forsøg på at forklare hvad jeg gør og siger og tænker.

jeg har tusinde ting jeg gerne vil dele

og tusinde spørgsmål jeg gerne vil have besvaret

jeg er melankolsk og apatisk

men elsker at leve og brænder af energi

jeg har en mening om alt hvad jeg kender til

og en dyb ligegyldighed over for alt der ikke berører mig

jeg tror på frihed over alt andet

men mener at frihed sikres bedst med et stort socialt budget

jeg tror på at dit privatliv er ukrænkeligt

men mener at alt hvad der er tilgængeligt på nogen måde er offentligt

jeg tror på kærlighed

og mener at utroskab er et ubrugeligt ord

jeg er single og ensom

mener at ensomhed er en skat der bliver mere værd jo flere muligheder du har for at vælge den

og jeg elsker at være kryptisk

men vil til hver en tid forklare dig alt hvad du ikke forstår

og hvis du kan lytte og lære

så vil jeg til enhver tid gøre det samme hvis du kan argumentere for din sag.

Jeg håber og tror på at dette kan være mit første skridt mod det mål jeg i øjeblikket ser i mit liv.
men det kommer til at tage lidt tid før jeg når til berømmelsen og muligheden for at ændre verden.

Jeg håber at dette indlæg kan være det første skridt på vejen til at din og min hverden sammen kan blive et bedre sted.

//ChrisEQ